i lUb SyLveSter!! he RoXs!!

2006-04-13T20:26:00.000-07:00

hey friends.. my new blog address will be www.everlastingpx.blogspot.com but still.. i will keep this current one.

13/4

2006-04-13T01:20:00.000-07:00

Yeah~~ Finally got my notebook with internet conenctions. hehe.... next tue i will be going to sch for orientation at 1pm.. hehe.. shall stop here..

7/4

2006-04-06T23:47:00.000-07:00

Ysterday went out with ing*blxp~~ had a great time with them.. We went to k box to sing... lalalala~~ hmm.. so today stay at home so that tml can go out.. hehe. can't wait for tml cos it is the day where i finally get my lap top. haha.shall stop here///

19/3/06

2006-03-18T08:13:00.001-08:00

today is 19/3/06. Ysterday was my last day in uobam.. it's kind of saddening.. i intend to leave onli at the end of this month but melissa call me to leave earlier. reason given is all of us cannot leave together. wat kind of crap is this? Haiz.. overall during this 3 months, i felt tt i have learn quite alot of things. first, i learn how to be a telemarketer which boast my courage when i talk to people on the phone. learn how to become thick skin and communicate with them.. but well, the staff there sux like hell. small office meaning less freedom.. haiz.. i didn;t know why i did not change right from the start. i kept complaining abt my job and everything. i guess tt's the reason why i couldn't stay on a job for long. working in aiwo is definately fun as i talk to people of different aspects of life. they can be joval, friendly or some even are nasty.. but i feel that it is a good experience for me.. for me to know what it is like to work in the society.. to noe more abt the real world and me myself. and of cos, daniel, that so call marketing exective was kind of sickening.. kept telling me his amyway stuff, expecting me to join in into his recruit.. and of cos, this makes me sick and tired of working there. but, the thing tat i feel good is that i leave on my own will. and not them who force me to leave. for that, i leave with pride.. well well well.. soon..

after two weeks.. i found a job at uobam.. which was recommended by transcom... adela was my consulatant and i got my pay every end of the two weeks. pay wise was considered ok as there was deducting of CPF. well, the people there are kind of realistic. but anyway, i learn quite alot on the funds.. funds like schdroders, franklin templeton, and thoses am funds. nice talking to the PBs but often get irritated by them. well, i guess it is human nature to flare up at times. but it was kind of being unprofessional if i do tt often.. watever it is, i feel that i m not capable to work. neither am i good when i study.. now, i felt kind of lost.. i don know why i hv to be the first to leave. It is just so unfair. Fion shld leave first. she is always late for work.. but im nt.. i m always puntual.. and y not monica.. seems to me that she got nth to do either. haiz.. but nice working over dEre. at least now i know what is happening in the real life situation of places in the office. haha.. and of cos, i enjoy going to HSBC.. the sending of cheuqes to grace.. hmm... the doing of divendeds and working hard on lawrence work.. and of cos, i know tt im not a good worker... but trust me.. i will put in my very best when i work next time.. but, i realli miss the days working over dere.. ~~~~~~

19/3/06

2006-03-18T08:13:00.000-08:00

21/2/06

2006-02-21T06:41:00.000-08:00

wah~~ it has been a long time since i last blogged. wahaha~~ good news is i found myself a job and bad news is im damn stress!! supposingly should attend jy's bday on this coming fri but couldn't make it.. sianzzz.. long time nv go out. luckily last fri i went out to bugis village 4 shopping!! hmm.. initially, at work i got nth to do. but but but but... now i got a lot leh!! die le lah.. now listening to energy song to reduce stress. got dividends, paper work and answering of calls??!! and next coming week?? lawrence work too @@ his work is so called case sensitive.. huh (jaw dropping) wat m i gonna do watever it is i don think i got time to do.. everyday going home so late. it is like so sian lo. worst den studying.. tml work again.. nid to learn new things from adrienne and lawrence.. [eye popping out] @@

==phy_p.x==
tmhyh

2/2/06

2006-02-02T08:10:00.000-08:00

2/2/06
today went our with woeiling. long time no c her le. well first thing tt come out from her mouth is i look more mature now.. lol!! well.. after tt something scary happened to us and i not gonna mention it.. haha. pretty stupid.. after tt went to my office to collect my pay. and guess wat. tt daniel lim realli have got his ways.. there was a immediate replacement of my position by a girl. don noe who so suai.. haha. but nv c her jus now. lol. after tt went to taka and deposit cheque.. yeah~~ next bought smthing from ebase.. a jacket ^^ at a price of 40% less.. hehe. wl also bought one. ...................... blah blah blah.. scared u guys will fall asleep.. LOLz.. a long day have passed and we have already taken two breaks for our legs to rest. one time at coffee bean and the second at a small cafe.. don noe wat name.. wahahaha. we both noe how to enjoy hor?? yupp!!! tml going out again.. with chen min they all. :))

**missing u is terrible~~~~ :((

1/2/06

2006-02-01T01:33:00.000-08:00

today 1/2/06..
went to aiwo to collect my cheque but boss haven come back to office. so... maybe tml den go take. next, went to tanjong pagar for a job interview as a admin cum recep but don think i got chance. cos my english suxs.. had a hard time finding the place.. argg.. yup. next went to tiong barhu to buy some hair products.. (after dying my hair got side effects) after which went home. on the way, i bought food from macdonalds. yummy! but im dead bored staying at home. friday gonna go out to have class gathering. hmm.. wonder how it wil be like.. i feel so tired.. darling going fieldcamp and he is sick lo.. headache and cough.. ahyoyo.. sicksick leh.. no one look after him.. sad.. now finding things to do.. if the job interview for today is successful, they wil contact me on thiz coming friday and will have to go for a orientation on sat.. And monday can start work. hope so ba. anyway, i noe tt's not an easy job. should be tougher than my previous job.. but hey.. sat work got extra pay de worz. not bad hor?? yeah!! and got people of my age oso. i think so :) long time no blog le worz.. hope this is long enough.. anyway, happi new year gou gou wang wang ..

ARhhh

2006-01-15T23:20:00.000-08:00

haiz. today my head pain again.. i don wanna work anymore. i feel so bored and alone. no one seem to care abt me. now, i still haven get pay leh. shit.. it is like everyone is going against me. i cannot find one job that is interestering and fun lo. I HATE LIFE!!!

thursday..

2006-01-04T18:09:00.000-08:00

just now rx called me.. they got me this customer serivce operator job at starhub.. pay is damn high.. 9 dollar per hr.. but, i nid to work on public holidays and weekends leh!!! wat the hell.. nvm.. later i will go to people search at nee ann city tower A.. :) to try my luck.. i wan at least 6 dollar.. and another one is as a admin assistant.. but not confirm de. and darling say that DW is a waste of time .. sad.. nvm. i will jia you de. mayb i go try agency let them do the job for me. hehe..

wednesday...

2006-01-04T07:05:00.000-08:00

nowadays it is pretty hard to get myself a well paid job with easy tasks. of course, my current job is actually ok but i m just unhappy about the pay. tml i will get my balance.. :) yup.. and can c my darling le.. so happy~~ ahya.. just now went to this DW for a interview.. but my darling told me not to go for the 2nd interview. he said that they nid my man power and tt's all.. quite true. cos the way they put it is like so easy lo.. ahya.. today waste my time and money.. hmm... hmm... mayb i should learn how to love my job and be commited.. tt's all.. i think i next monday will go for interviews.. yup.. just that day.. to try my luck.. actualli this job of mine is quite unstable cos daniel lim is resigning soon.. if he leave, i don noe whether the new staff will ill treat me a not.. lolx. but seriously, admin job can be hard to handle. i wan to be receptionst.. much better. that will be taking down of calls and appointments. i guess so.. miss ya. love u always !!!

2006!! tuesday

2006-01-02T20:15:00.000-08:00

hai.. another boring day. kinda sick of my job. later during lunch, i will be going to rx to have a job interview. this job kinda sian.. just now i called this customer and she actually slam down my phone. haiz. i think she was in the toilet then her email add was so so long. i ask her to repeat again. den she say i think forget it. pomp~~ she cuts off the line.. wat the shit man!!! ahya.. i wanna work somewhere else lo.. most doesn't want to hear what i wan to say.. it is no use at all!!!

long long time nv blog

2005-12-28T22:26:00.000-08:00

it has been a long time since i last blog. wow.. time realli flies and many things happened during this period.. anyway, i got myself a job at Delfi Orchard working for aiwo.. yup, the position is data entry and telemarketing. haha.. fun?? NAh.. but good experience . got to know how it is in the working world and got my aim in life.. anyway, i intend to change my current job which was so so lowly paid.. haiz.. now, im listening radio on my mp3 while bloggin.. haha.. good life? ok la.. my main wish is to get into the business course in sp.. hope so lo.. i wanna get in and take up admin or banking courses. yup! tml can c him :))))) i got this wide smile on my face. hehezz.. miss him so much.. i wan to get a job with a basic pay of 6-6.50 per hr.. this month pay is so less.. ah ya.. nvm la.. at least i got experience, next time pple will at least consider me.. anyway, feel quite bad tt i nv go out with my friends and jie mei recently. cos bz with my job and sometimes with lao gong.. hope they will understand..

wow

2005-11-11T07:59:00.000-08:00

now.. i m like having holiday mood.. grrrr... nono.. i musn't... emem.. eng and maths paper is ok.. but physics is pretty hard.. and ss.. =gone case.. so.. i must buck up for geography.. try my best bah.. chemistry ok.. yup. that's abt it.. i am waiting for holiday..

yeah!!!

2005-10-30T22:21:00.000-08:00

yeah!! today i just finish my chinese o lvls paper.. wat can i say.. ok ba.. i hope i can get b3.. i mean at least.. if better still i wan a2.. hehe..okay.. later i gonna rest den continue to study.. actualli i didn't study sec 1 to 3 ci yu at all. but im pretty lucky. out of the 5, i got4 correct. that zheng jiu i don noe how to write..but.. as for my compo i don noe whether i can a not. cos i nv write alot of idoms and harder words. nvm.. jia you phyllis!!

today..

2005-10-29T09:43:00.000-07:00

mins and hours passes so quickly.. today i actualli intend to study at home.. but in the end, i went out to study.. and yah.. study with sharon and a few of her friends.. wah.. so stress eh.. the people dere all study de.. look like study camp. we went to je library.. atmspohere pretty tense.. and i m so so stress!! i went home at abt 8 plus and now i feel so tired.. hmmm.. im realli scared lo.. ccos of my previous results... shucks.. that realli demoralise me a lot.. and yah.. some remarks made by one of my teacher which realli made me feel so low.. but nvm.. i will jia you de!!! tml is the last day to prepare for the race..

haiz

2005-10-28T09:57:00.000-07:00

today is another hard day.. like goes on jus like that .. how i wish i can quite my job as a student :P.. haiz.. realli tired and sian.. monday chinese but i haven study finish eh.. it is raelli a long day of studying and i realli hope tt i can get good results lo. at least b3 .. or else.. im gonna kill myself. today i start to take panadol.. lol.. last year i n lvl oso the same.. wah... o lvl fever?? hot isn't it.. i crazy le lah.. chinese .. so much of the memorising work.. arggggg

2005-10-26T09:55:00.000-07:00

me.. did not really have a good night rest for the pass few days.. how i wish i can choose not to take o lvls can cross over to poly?? hehe.. tt was just pure imagination.. and guess wat.. next mon is the chinese papers eh.. so fast hor.. time realli flies and i m rather stress.. when i cannot get things right i will be so tense up and everything wil not go smooth... haha.. but nvm.. after o lvls im not depress anymore.. hehe :) i hope tt my L1r4 will get below 16.. but if 17 stil ok la. but not happi onli 16 can celebrate.. lolx. below 16 i be overjoyed ...

i m

2005-09-02T08:22:00.000-07:00

a gloomy gal who is incomplete
waiting for a prince to heal her
her soul is stolen
her heart have gone dead
her world have gone into darkness
who can lead me the way out
im stuck !!!

*hey friends.. just a poem.. don mistaken.. hehe. just got so inspired out of sudden. lolx

..

2005-08-28T08:56:00.000-07:00

im having headache.. i haven revise yet.. so many hws.. and there is jus loads and loads of them.. countless.. everything is driving me crazy.. stress?? yah.. chinese?? i hate it.. maths.. im lousy.. so wat else m i good at?? anyway, tue have shooting stars.. hehe.. and it wil be featuring sly.. hehe.. his love life i guess.. u guys got to watch ok...

tml ish result day..

2005-08-11T08:17:00.000-07:00

today i was nearly late.. all thanks to someone la.. but, i was lucky that the bell rang late and i managed to escape from the detention.. hehe.. heng heng.. and my dnt nearly finish le.. i think by tml i can finish.. yup.. and.. wat's more?? tml 10am i will noe my results.. watever.. hmm.. somehow i hate myself.. sometimes.... wuha.. later got project superstar result.. hope kelly will remain.. cos she is the best.. jia you..

national day

2005-08-09T19:05:00.001-07:00

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`tiGger` adopTed at maRina's aRcade.. hurrAy.. i goT it..

Today 9 august 2005 was one of the most awesome and wonderful day of my life, I went to Citihall to have coffee at TC, and it was great but pricey. So far the best I have ever tasted. After that, I went to marina square, actually wanted to bowl but there was too many people, so I went to the arcade, but before that I went walking around window shopping, looking at clothes, it was nothing in particular I liked there, but there was one that really startle my eyes, I really wanted to buy it…but I didn’t, was planning to get it this Saturday, Ok, after which the arcade, I played the house of dead 2, haha, spent about 8 dollars on it, won till level three only… but it was fun and thrilling, had a great time.. after that I played another shooting game, but wasn’t that much fun, it was ok.. but here come the best part of the whole day.. After the game I went to the machine which picks up those stuff toys, the arcade had two machines…but there was one in particular I like, It was the tigger on the rocking house, I was so cute and I wanted it so much, I tried a few times but didn’t managed to get it, I was so heart pain spending so much $$$ on it, and no luck at all.. After I went to the toilet and I told myself this time I will get it, I changed another $2, and I dropped 2 coins in, as it was 1 dollar a play, and I maneuver the grabbing thingy and to my astonishment, I got the thing, I was simply overjoyed as I never ever win in this kind of thing before, It was like a won a trophy….man!, the feeling was terrific.. I felt so lucky and joyful about it… Ok after which I went to esplanade to have my dinner, I ate at macansutra open food centre, When I was there, it was so so crowded, as it was national day, mostly seeing red and white clothed people… but we lucky to have a seat so fast, cause we waited at the table when the family was about to go off.. We sat down and we went to buy food, we ate prawn noodles (hokkien mee), it is one of the famous one in S’pore, we had an enjoyable meal… when we were eating we saw airplanes flying above us and a the helicopters holding the Singapore flag, I was really a great experience having those planes fly over our heads.. Just right above.., after having my dinner we wanted to go home already, on the way back, we saw fireworks and It was really spectacular, I like the one that is like a volcano and it’s like spilling down from the sky like a meteorite.., simply wonderful.., After that we went back.. nothing much to say, this is just an awesome, lucky and wonderful day for me, great! Words can’t explain, you have to see and experience to feel it, Really a day to remember for life….

life is as usual.. boring..

2005-08-07T08:49:00.000-07:00

em.. finally there is a few days for me to rest.. pretty exhausted after a week of studying.. but still have to do dnt. wee.. tml half day, cos celebration onli, isn't tt great?? of CosH.. tml kinda vex and thx god i got my best friend with me.. hoW i wisH shE is oso in my scH?? nvm.. mayb we can enter same poly ba. hope so.. so, for now, i shld concentrate more on o levels. go out lesser le lo.. but cannto control . hehe. and.. tue, got sly .. shootINg staRs on chAnneL 5 right afteR the paRade thinGy.. hehe.. but im raelli afraid to noe my chinese results.. X_X

*liFe iS boRing wiThout u*

2005-07-26T09:18:00.000-07:00

wahaha.. i haven made up my mind on whether or not to wear on thu.. it seems to me that no one is going to wear.. mayb onli me and cp ??!? odd though.. emem.. realli feel like wearing but the celebration mood is no longer dere bah.. today i finally finish my lacquer .. yeah ~~ yuppy.. and left onli the assemble and loo say will help me to find felt paper.. hmm.. (wondering) hope he can find for me.. doing geo now and yet struggling.. im so scared tt i cannot get in business.. cos my humanities so lousy lo.. shld i wear my rh clothes? i spend quite a bit lo.. but it is ok cos i can also wear it out.. hmm.. den wl make for me tt pink multipurpose accerssories is so nice, but i think no chance to wear le lah.. argg.. i can't finish my hw recently, sigh.. i come home so late after tuition.. after tt i no mood liaoz..

hates_hyprocrites*phy `lub euuu` hug hug muacks.. >.<

2005-07-25T02:23:00.000-07:00

actualli i don realli like the idea of blogging.. but i just wan to voice my anger through here.. i was late last thu and so today i went to do my detention.. haha. so funny.. ms koe call us to say 4 things to her b4 getting back our ez link.. 1. sorry for being late 2.promise nv be late 3.say i love u to here(lOL) and 4th thanks.. haha. so de funni.. okay.. den the most dao mei thing is mr loo say my felt cloth or felt paper (oh watever) is not the correct one. don noe wil he help me find a not.. and i don noe why so stupid, every year dnt oso make dumb dumb mistakes.. my lacqueer is too thick lah.. but nvm.. the most impt thing is it is not even.. ahhh. lets hope it wil be ok by tml.. i nid to quickly assemble lo.. i think nid to hand in soon.. and i got folio.. those drawings and so on.. yuppy.. and this thu is racial harmony belated celebration.. den many pple nv wear.. i don feel like wearing lo.. don hv tt mood anymore.. but den bing say wear la.. i don noe y our sch make us celebrate so so late.. and and.. i tml got geo remedial but i got tuition and dentsit appointement mah.. so.. well, i feel tt best friends are realli hard to find. and i m glad tt i hv found one.. hehe.. and of cos i got my other good friends.. :) don noe y i feel like tt suddenly???!!?? so mo ming qi miao.. haha.. okok.. i shall stop here le ..

jue dui jud dui

2005-07-20T03:31:00.000-07:00

jue dui superstar today is rivial round.. Leon leon!! wowo!! lin yi zhi.. yeah yeah!! .. jia you jia you !! leon is mine!!!! okay.. today i had a long day, went to sch, nearly late.. manage to do my lacqueering after sch but was too tired for tuition.. lolx.. so i fri den go.. muack muack.. leon :)

hahaha

2005-07-12T05:33:00.000-07:00

muhahhahah.. ysterday finally finish my dnt.. chiong the whole night den finish de.. Den today got a bit mentally unstable.. (crap) em.. no la.. actualli last thu i was late for sch.. so my ezlink card with ms koo dere.. today went for detention to claim.. wah.. from 1hr to 1hr plus.. so so so long.. ms koo was late so the prefect call mr jansen to represent her.. after tt went to tuition.. how i wish i can have another 3 more months of holiday.. i stil own wl alot worz.. around 21 sia.. i broke la .
Toro--typhoon jiA you!!

help***

2005-07-05T09:38:00.000-07:00

i may sound like a pesimist. but i m not.. hehe. well, these few days i often go to tuition.. so sianz. it really drain off my energy and i don even have any mood to do my homework. well, this year i m having my O's and i m pretty stressed up.. most importantly , i wil be having my chinese oral on thu. argg.. so scared!! later my overall get lousier den B3 how?? haha. the reason y u all c negative thoughts in my blog is because i always like to write my feelings and thoughts whenever i m sad.. haiz.. well, i m kind of awaiting poly life. but i don think schling is any fun.. i mean schling is fun but not exams.. hoR?? my schedule is packed! Ememem.. how i wish i can do watever i like everyday.. :)

2005-05-26T09:27:00.000-07:00

my feeling now: stress, confused
sometimes i find tt i m a gal who is lonely and without friends.. wat are friends for? there is onli one best friend and it is onli one in a million.. i hate my sch and life.. 'o' levels is giving me headache.. mon is the first paper and i bet it gonna b tough.. wat shld i do?? i m so so fed up sometimes and stress.. i m afraid tt i could not obtain my desire expectations.. today PTM sux big time.. haiz.. watever..
where are my true friends.. it is one who help u no matter wat happen... haiz.. i don wanna further elaborate it...

wishes:
chinese o's get at least a2

today ar..

2005-05-15T08:47:00.000-07:00

mE diDn't blOG foR so So sO loNg.. noW goNna bloG again.. u noE waT. mY paRents de aiR con spOilt...so ShiTty... @#@$%##... somEmore They AlL so unReasonAble.. my mUm call mE to off e Com .. so Tat my siS will FiniSh heR woRk fasTer.. =_= so Wat iF i oFf my cOm.. shE wil also Use tiLl vEry latE de loh.... i m NoT as crAzy aS them.. haiZZZz...... i Think i osO no niD to slEep liaO... So the hOt... i wAn to ComPlain aR... haiz.. thE onlI thinG ish tO waTch loVe contrAct now...

cuRrent dReams:
*GeT a1 for Chinese
*trAin up mY voiCe
*hAve a Room With aiR con
*go k boX
*dyE my hAir
*enDless flow of fRee casH
*gEt a neW hp
*kILL all pEople (jus kidding)

tired

2005-04-21T08:29:00.000-07:00

today is our bbss co syf.. all the best to them.. well, today the presentation screwed up.. perhaps we have had too many slides. 37 or 34 lo.. =_= luckily max helped up or us we wil be stuck dere.. em.. wat's more? our presentation was too fast.. we even finished 10 mins earlier despite the delayed we have made earlier on. sianzzz.. but luckily mrs chan didn;t come.. so three free periods. i wasted two of it.. ahyozz.. nv learn time management leh me.. onli noe how to waste time.. okay.. everyweek i wil b looking forward upon fri n sat.. u shld noe y..

Sly day

2005-04-18T08:27:00.000-07:00

hello.. long time nv update my blog le.. last sat i went to citymall to get my sly's album signed.. i bought two. one at jurong point on the 8th of april and the other at HMV.. on 16th of april.. SLY!! muackies.. hehe.. i went there early in the morning to camp dere. but there so less pple. so i went to esplanade first.. suntec and took breakfast at Mac.. em.. saw sly.. he is so kawaii.. cute and shuai... hehe.. i love him more.. muacks.. but den hor, haiz.. he look flirt to me wor.. =_=
he kind of sayang his fans.. so sweet.. but give me goosebumps..

end of enjoyment

2005-03-20T03:39:00.000-08:00

tMl sCh reOpen le woRz.. siAnZation.. zZzzZZz.. mE hAven finiSh mY hW lehz.. lAter muSt buRN the miDnighT oiL.. sTil gT dNt .. 2pID lOO.. mR tAn groUp oSo nO nid y wE niD.. huh huh huh... blOOdy hEll.. !@$#%$Q$... opPs.. hAte Sch,, loVe slAcking..

holiDayzzz...

2005-03-13T03:04:00.000-08:00

it have been a long time since i last update my blog.. it is either i m busy or i m jus too lazy to type.. hehe. haiz... i feel that the whole world is against me.. wat's wrong with me man.. no wonder jun yun everytime say i under depression. lolx.. Precisely, i m a person with no confident nothing.. I m a failure in every single thing lo.. i m not even good in a thing.. i feel that i cannot confide in any one.. sometimes when i wan to find sharon, she is like so busy with her own stuff lo.. and me myself also feel very sian repeating this kind of things to pple.. but it is realli the fact abt me.. my acadamic results sucks.. and, i m not talented in anything.. let alone music.. i m a loner, pls leave me alone. okay.. i noe this has a lil sadistic feel to it. but.. i nid help lo.. i think i a little bit ki siao le.. but realli lo. but i realli very sensitive le.. nowadays.. watever la.. fed up fed up fed up... plus.. 2pid sly.. flirtish guy...
writen by *hatred_phy*

hehe.. happi chinese new year..

2005-02-10T05:07:00.000-08:00

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hiya everyone who happens look at my blog.. a vehappi new year to all of u.. hehe.. this year as usual gotten very less.. my parents gave me the most.. keke. love them.. don noe why i don seem to click with my cousins.. they all so big.. i got nth to talk to them.. even talk oso talk a few words onli..hehe.. den on lunar new year and chu er we got take yu sheng.. yummy.. so nice wor.. but .. this year is the onli excepectional year.. we went out t eat ourselves without my relatives.. we went to drangon city to have our dinner.. shucks.. everything is so lousy dere. the service, hygience level, food.. eeEe.. so eEee.. realli lo.. dere is even house fly dere.. so disgusting.. secondly, when i ask them for a cup of water.. they said tt they don hv any more spare cups.. ahyoyo. what kind of restaurant is this.. o man.. to add on.. it isn;t cheap lo.. end up oso a few hundred de.. next year.. we intend to eat out at some better restarurants. we rather pay more to get what we want.. keke. tml sch reopen le.. i nv do hw leh.. opps... this coming sat.. my uncle and auntie coming.. hehe.. den i took two pixs when i come back from visiting.. (bai nian)

wa... since don noe when nv blog le..

2005-01-26T09:56:00.000-08:00

me have not blog for ages le.. since now i hv a little some spare time. i decide to update it.. recently i could hardly slack lo.. everyday either go tuition or stay back at sch for a while.. den one week got 4 compos le.. =_= not like last time can everyday go out den take neoprint blah blah.. den can do anything i wan oso.. den every is like so pack.. so boring.. waiting for cny take ang bao.. den june march holiday.. after that june holidays. by the time i can go chatlet.. haha.. with my friends.. (dreaming)

signing off
[p]hyllis
2.02am

sianz..

2005-01-06T01:17:00.000-08:00

i felt that i cannot cope with my studies.. my maths scored so low and i don feel like studying at all.. haiz.. i felt so old in the sch.. we nid to take our o's with the sec three sia.. the thought of it make me feel so sianz.. no mood at all.. is like no movitation in me lo. i don c the nid y i shld strive so hard.. last time stil got wan lin they all at tution.. the all realli work so hard together.. den wat abt me lo.. they all left le.. somemore we all same age.. it realli matters.. at least to me la.. not onli tt.. i realli sick and tired of life le.. i wan to get out of this sch. i don wan to c ms marinda face le. everyday maths.. sianzation.. boring..!!

SIANZZ .. holida mood

2005-01-03T22:55:00.000-08:00

today i was quite restless in sch.. i onli had 4 hrs of sleep last night.. i felt that i cannot adapt to the changes.. damn tired.. i use to sleep at 3 and wake up at 12 noon.. wahahhaha. zzzz. damn cold in sch.. luckily clement don hv running nose.. or else.. omg.. haha.. sianzz.. me still having holiday mood le... since don noe when.. i cannot get to sleep when it is so early.. miss the days at sentosa.. hhahahha.. den tml onwards.. i nid to go to n3 for e maths lesson while my class is having A maths lesson.. wonder whether their lesson fun a not? ah ya.. realli wish tt i can return to my form class n2.. miss them.. haha.. but den hor.. as usual.. i eralli hate being in sec 5na.. cos all pple grad liao.. today i went to co .. den i have to write down my chinese name.. den i saw two of the names being strike off.. den hua qian say is cos they grad liao.. wa laoz.. haha. me so sad.. lol.. nvm la..

haiz. tml sch reopen!!! argg

2005-01-02T17:31:00.000-08:00

haha.. i change my background again.. but i m having problems on changing properties.. for example the links and the tagboard.. i can't seem to add more.. don noe y.. these few days.. i have nt been feeling good.. due to some reasons.. but nvm.. things wil be back to normal when i return back to sch.. i wil nt think that much.. haha.. but i realli hope that i can make a u turn.. sian sian sian.. tml nid to go back sch.. that suxs.. boring.. no more holidays for me.. hope tml wil be a better day.. ahyoz.. jus remember tt tml i m having tuition le.. kaoz.. mayb i wan to gif my cher a cal and change it to tue.. haha. i nid a break man!!

sucking day

2004-12-28T07:23:00.000-08:00

haiz.. today i felt exhausted... !!!! went to sch but many of the books were out of stock.. onli chinese 5b tb and wb are available.. haiz... sianzzz...after tt call sharon to pei me go popular to buy books.. went to jurong, clement, boon lay. and finally bukit batok.. haiz. went to so many places den can finish my books hunting.. zZZzZZZzzzZ..

JJ... quite cute lahz..

2004-12-27T23:22:00.000-08:00

ysterday i slept at 2.30am.. but den stil can manage to wake up at 8am cos my mum slap my butt.. lol.. but den i was late for abt 10 mins.. haha.. after that to my shock wei jie got go.. the prince.. lol.. wahaha.. when we reached the place.. we gals started to have our early lunch while the guys go n play first.. den blah blah blah la.. too tired to say so much le.. BUT.. hahaha.. we saw JJ LIN JUN JIE worz... he ar.. ok la.. quite cute ba.. he nv put on make up or anything.. den very funny.. james told us.. jj pass the ball to me wor.. lol.. i think they having jelly legs.. after that no body dare to ask him.. den hui yu pluck up his courage and ask him.. hi .. are u lin jun jie xian shen.. lol.. den he even shake his hand.. wa.. so close wor.. less den 1 cm.. shld be.. den we oso got take pix la.. but den.. 2pid james nv take me with them.. cos his camera no space.. the lcd i mean.. wa laoz.. wanna hack him into pieces.. but den nvm la. i got cal wei jie to help me sue my cam to take. bt very small.. erm.. after thinking over.. i think nvm la.. if i next time saw toro or who ever.. i surely stop him or her de.. plus.. zoom in the lcd screen.. for the best effect .. hehe.. take it as a lesson ba.. today very tired lo.. wahaha. if it is sly.. i surely .. siao liao.. lol..

merry xmas... heheheh

2004-12-25T23:32:00.000-08:00

today.. foong ling came to my hse at abt 11.30am.. den my mum woke me up lo.. hahaha. nv even comb hair.. after that i went out with my parents to imm.. to hv our so cal christmas lunch.. hehe.. i had a turkey and ham meal.. plus.. cheese cake and one cup of ice lemon tea.. den went to converse to buy my favourite sandles.. ;p! i love them.. hehe.. nice wor.. love them.. i siao liaoz.. okay. sch gonna reopen le. sian sian sian. plus i oso haven finish my hw.. shld say tt i haven even start looking at it.. tml no piano lesson yeah.. but hor my kor stil nt online.. ah ya.. nvm.. haha.. merry xmas everyone..

ysterday go out with min min they all

2004-12-24T11:21:00.000-08:00

pix that we taken at far east.. hehe..

today eh...

2004-12-22T00:41:00.000-08:00

today went out with friend.. den so suai.. go out half way den heels broken.. after tt go shopping to buy shoe.. muhahahah. from u.r.s.. sian half.. after that pei her go send dinner to her stead... reach home at abt 10 plus.. tired.. but overall. i feel that i really enjoy myself. and had a graet time.. i noe 5 new friends.. hehe. to name a few, samantha, grace.. hehe.. btw, heard that cheau ling went to bbss. hahaha. congrats her.. but i don think bbss is a good sch.. haha.. stop here le. bye.. and i wan to buy one top which cost abt 30 plus.. at woodlands.. but i can't seem to remember the shop name.. anyway.. zodiac ladies.. rox on..

si qiao hor.. yuan jia lu zai..

2004-12-20T00:46:00.000-08:00

ysterday i slept at 4pm.. cos ysterday night i conference in msn. with wei jie, sharon and silong.. den talk a lot.. muahah. but silong nv talk much.. therefore. i wake up late today la.. went to tuition at a later time.. lol.. me so bad.. after tuition went to woodlands.. wa laoz.. yuan jia lu zai. saw silong and his good buddies .. sweat... so qiao lo.. ok.. nth much la. today.. jus that tml going out with wl n xavier.. hope don c him again.. hahah..

today... haiz

2004-12-18T23:18:00.000-08:00

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wuha.. ysterday was indeed a memorable day.. but i din really dare to inform my tuition cher.. haiz. today. i pluck up my courage to gif her a call. when i called her.. she sounded anxious abt my marks... but after i told her everything her voice kinda change lo.. i said. i got band 2for both maths and sci.. den she asked.. what is the mark range for band 2.. den i told her my overall performance lo. haiz.. after all.. i think i did my best. and had no regrets lo.. but i stil think that it isn't my best performance.. cos b4 that she said that i surely can get band 1 for maths lo. but who noes.. haiz haiz.. nvm la.. forget it.. somemore patrick win liao la. he made history for bbss.. so action now liao... top student... hahaha. actualli wan to congrats him.. but c him so proud liao.. his name is on the newspaper lo.. last night.. the xin ming wan bao... actulli i thought is melissa de lo..

hahaha. today got back my results..

2004-12-17T02:09:00.000-08:00

today.. 17th december 2004. at about 3 o'clock. i got back my results.. beofore that, my heart was pumping so heart. it was as though it is going to fall out.. i stil remember upon telling kai yun that we shall meet at sentosa siloso beach if we fail out n's.. cos the scenery dere is nice. so it is definately a good place for me to commit sucide. but who noes.. haha. i manage to pass lo.. but was it was nt a fantastic mark.. it was jus ok.. i think i throw my cher face lo.. she say i can get a1 de. for maths. but as for sci and other sub she don noe. but who noes..

eng 2
maths2
sci2
dnt1
chinese2
combine humanities4

like shit lo.. overall. i get 5 lo. for best 3 sub.. wa.. at first i thought i get 6 pts. cos i look below den they stated 6 .. but nv notice properly. haha. after quite sometime. i notice that i get band 2 for eng lo.. i was like.. speechless.. cos i didn;t take notice.. i was busy looking at my other sub.. haha. i think that examiner open n close one eye de lo.. haiz.. actualli if i get band 1 for sci n maths. i can get 3 pts le. den won;t waste my parents money. nvm. mayb i m realli that slow ba. after that... yanbing that brandon that we fail den go ite lo. lol.. den he cal me and ask me.. i say i get 5 pts. den say i get band 2 for eng.. he say.. realli a not. he said whether this is yb or my results. wa laoz. he look down on me wor!! haha. me after that went to orchard with yb and cp.. reach home abt 9 plus.. made another cap. erm nope. is visor.. i think so.. after that take neoprints.. haha. zhi lian . cp buy hp! wa!! rich. i siao liaoz.. kk. when i reach home.. my mum say my gu gu called. den say that her daughter get 7 pts for all the 6 sub. den my mum noe that she is lying lo. den she ask her daughter.. (my cousin) den she say ya.. 7 pts for best 4 sub. wahahaha. she think her daughter very smart meh.. everytime praise her. den say me so lousy.. last time still tel my mother that if i don wan study den don force me lo. this kind of gu gu oso hv.. dotz.. she is famous for bragging things. especially her daughter's results.. cos we both oso na mah.. can compare.. hate it k... erm. tired le. stop here..

sucking day.... sucking me...

2004-12-12T00:09:00.000-08:00

wahaha.. many days nv update my blog le.. for the past few days.. i don raelli hv the mood to type.. actualli.. deep down me. i realli hate saturdays and sundays.. haiz... u noe y.. cos i seldom practice my piano lo. den every sat i will worry.. den on every sundays i wil think over what i hv done.. plus.. i m feeling vex every now and den.. i realli hate it lo.. seeing all those pple who are the same age as me who had actualli graduate.. what abt me? i don think i deserve this lo.. yaya. i don wanna noe my results on this coming fri.. what would the result be? i don wan this to be the end of me.. as time goes by.. i m getting more and mroe worried .. sometimes .. i raelly feels that no one understands me.. i even dream that i actualli went to the ITE... omg.. haiz.. to me.. grade 5 for eng is actualli good enough.. but as for the other subjects.. i realli hope to get 5 pts and below(dreaming onli)... i jus wish to pass la. that's all.. tml i got tution lo.. real sux.. holiday stil got tuition.. arggg.. no one understand me.. no onw noes what i wan lo.. if i fail i oso don noe what to do liao.. i think i go commit sucide.. den going heaven? hell?haha.. or lin lou? lol. erm actualli i oso don neo what is lin lou sia...

ysterday was wl birthday!

2004-12-08T00:29:00.000-08:00

ysterday is wl birthday. it was quite fun.. her sis , min, ting they all and her kor all also got go. except alan.. went to ntuc and bought some stuff for the bbq. after that we go to wm to buy prawns... etc. lalalala. den i oso got help them by choosing the prawns.. first time .. we settle everything at wl hse and start out bbq.. in the end onli wei kok help out.. he help to set up the things.. that's all.. nth much.. short arh?!? okay.. for today. i went to work at city hall. the lady handed me my pay and a bag ful of leaflets.. wonder tml wan to go and work a not. wl la.. suddenly cannot go k box!!!

spore idol votings!!

2004-12-06T20:39:00.000-08:00

today as usual i was late for tuition.. it started at 2 but i reached at about 3.. den i waited for my teached half an hour cos she went to bring her son to tuition.. she even went to the market to het the groceries.. OMG!! she like quite angry lo. cos i was late. she told me that she waited for mi until 2.45... ok.. no more next time.. after the lesson i went home straight immediately.. after that i went to watch the news... den that news broadcaster said that they gonna announce the votes on that day. den i thought that the results wil be quite close. but to my shock.. it was a landslide.. !!! taufik got 62% of votes and sly got 38%.. ARGG! he lost by 24% lo!!

he is my singapore idol!! in my heart! he is...

hahaha. i m mad le.. btw, i m realli very scared of the results.. n level result i mean.. i cannot take another blow de lo.. i cannot fail.. i don wanna go ite! don wan!! i wan to go to poly but best is JC.. i sux.. i m so useless hopeless lo.. den my mum la. recently keep nagging.. my life is a real misery.. den tml ish wl birthday.. wl.. happi birthday.. enjoy tml wor.. ;P

hOme sWeet hOme..

2004-12-04T14:30:00.000-08:00

home sweet home.. welcome to my blog.. halo everybody.. hehe. ysterday i dream of sly.. but haiz.. i saw him in the shopping centre and i was like overjoyed. i keep calling his name.. but he nv turn back nor smile at me.. haiz.. cannot realli c his face le.. haha. m i thinking of him too much? haha. so far. i onli dream or sly, toro and energy b4 .. lol.. y nv dream of boa de? hehe.. from today onwards i wanna buck up my eng le.. i must.. sianzation. tml got tuition.... now i m listening to sly songs. wahaha. so nice. how sia. he melts my heart.. heard that his cd wil be release on jan but taufik wan wil be release earlier. on dec17 .. wa.. that day we will be receiving out results.. maybe if i hv good mood. meaning that i pass and pass with good marks.. i wil go and buy ba. cos i wan to hear i dream.. nice..

suay day...

2004-12-03T23:47:00.000-08:00

today.. nv go work cos got gathering with friends. den go k box. haiz.. was a little sick though.. had flu and cough.. den my voice sux lo.. fine.. don wan to say so much today... den inside feel kinda hot... hope don get fever... den when go home. we take wrong bus. den that 2pid james oso nv tel us.. after tt den noe is jus an misunderstanding.. lol..

1 dec.. spore idol reuslt was released at 11..

2004-12-02T00:56:00.000-08:00

spore says.. taufik batisan is the winner.. yahoo... m i happi? what do u think... of cos not..i m currently moodless and somemore get scold by cm for nth.. very fun? nope.. nt at all. haiz.. i raelli wan sly to win. can;t u c the enthusium in him lo.. he is a good performer.. he is working real hard for his fans.. y can;t he reachout for his dreams.. it is like he hv lost his chance lo. it is jus a step ahead for him to get it. but he couldn't . i think.. he must be realli very sad... haiz. sly sly.. is it cos yr fans broke liao? i keep seeing taufik fans voting lo. haiz......... moodless le. realli. he hv got x factor unlike taufik. sorri to say so. but it is the truth.. i love sly. in my heart.. don say le. suxing day.

laTer sPore iDol finaL at sPore inDooR staDium..

2004-12-01T18:50:00.000-08:00

now is 6.45pm.. i have been waiting for this day since last wed ..still there is stil an hour more to go. i m so anxious man. i bet sly would be more anxious.. den heard from wl sis that taufik sick.. fro three weeks le.. hope that sly wil win lo. hahahha. cos i bet with wl and her sis.. hehe. jus a small amount.. i realli look forward to this.. one more hour to go.. SLY SLY.. i swear tt i wil love u.. i have the picture of u in my eyes.. i hope to have a bed of roses that was filled with yr kisses. i love u so so so much.. SLY! u RaWks.. hehe.. btw, i nv forget toro lo. toro is number one.. hehe. sly second.. lol.. pls pls.. let sly win kk.. hehe. later at night i wil write more...

tmL .. siNgaPore iDol fiNal...

2004-11-30T23:53:00.000-08:00

working life is indeed tough.. in life there is sure ups and downs.. there is always smthing in yr way.. nv say die.. wa.. today was late for work.. abt ten mins late.. den fina called me when i was below the building.. kinda sian lo. stand there. den sometimes pple don care u de.. after that i so piss off lo. jus go to the other exit. i think is exit b? shld be.. den i saw that guy.. another worker of that company.. den he saw me.. den say .. why are u here. y u nv go the other side. den blah blah blah a lot lo.. den told me nt to stand there or else if the don noe who c liao wil scold him.. blurzz.. ok.. den go to the other side lo. got the ica building there wan.. den he told me can oso distribute to students. like my age can liao.. we wan to study o level or diploma.. ok.. end of today's work.. den fina called my jus now when i at wl hse. she say tml she nt working den say that she nid me to go to city hall to distribute. omg.. dere so many shang ban ren shi lo.. as in woking adults. m i right. or is it raffles ar. argg. nvm.. got money can liaoz.. me wonder whether got pple spy me a not. when i work. or else i slack no pple noe. den somemore she say after that i no nid to go back the company. den next day den take pay. wa... no money liao lahz. cos tml meeting cm they all at orchard to buy wl's present.. lol...

tml.. ish singapore idol. so gan jiong... sly sly sly sly sly. u are cute.. i don care what pple think of u lo. i noe u are not beng at all. so.. all the ah lians and ah bengs.. don vote for him hor. hahaha. no la. who oso can vote for him de. jus vote him. he got the looks. got the voice. got everything that gals wanna.. lol. me saying myself? me hua chi? maybe.. haha. jus so excited. actualli even if tml he lose oso nvm. cos this proves that he have got the standard rit.. rit.. haha. den 2pid sharon say she vote the tix to spore idol.. ish her sis win de.. haiz.. den say her whole family going.. sob sob. wan to buy from her sis le. the ticket.. i willing to pay 10 bucks .. haha. sly.. muacky!!

love,
phyllis aka sly lao gong.. (hehe)

2 moRe daYs tO sinGapoRe idOl... wEeeeeeeE...

2004-11-29T01:06:00.000-08:00

today kinda tired.. wake up at abt 9 plus ba.. den go out with sharon at 1pm.. den on the way i saw yuping. omg.. luckily she nv say anything.. hehe. cos today got co mahz.. den went to clarke key to hv interview.. wat can i say .. it has been a hard time for me to find that don noe what gideon yong.. i think shld cal him gideon pig la. or golden pig. lol.. bad me.. i phone him so many times lo. den he finally return my call. den say what y i didn't tel him in advance.. den say that today he was late cos he got some family matters. shld be .. den cal his other colledge to bring us up.. erm. he quite friendly lo. den he introduce himself to us. hehe. unlike that gideon yong. bu shi nan ren le.. when we reached the building.. that gy(gideon yong) was oso there. den david asked him... u met her b4.. den he say ya. of cos. den gif that kind of attitude face.. so mad .. den that david is like show us his presentation lo.. talk talk talk. stil so long. actulli very fresh de. den say until so tired. like cui mian.. ok.. den noe that the job nt like what gy say de lo. so easy. bluff me. haiz.. sux man.. den after we say we consider first lo.. tough man. nt that easy de lo.. den after that went to seng kang with sharon. both of us bought a braclet at 5.90.. hehe.. to me nice la. ish the shape of puzzle. ok. den after that went home.. tml work at lavender.. from 11.15 to 2.15pm.. sianzzzzz.

my jOb hunTing daY...

2004-11-28T01:53:00.000-08:00

okay. last fri.. i got tution.. den after that i intend to go clarke key and imm for interview ma. but den sharon suddenly sick.. sound quite serious.. so in the end i call wl to pei me. anyway, she is already dere mah. den the person say i mon can start work.. 10 pm. for 4 hrs.but nw i change my mind le. i don wan to work for them.. the reason is very simple.. is cos it is not easy n i don noe whether sales is my line a not.. plus i working alone lo.. i doubt that they wil let me off so easy. cos... i sign smthing lo.. i don neo whether it is contract a not wor.. on the paper.. it is written like this. i acknowledge that i wil work for 1 month. den i nid to sign lo.. sigh.. forget it. sue me lo. haha. erm no la. if they wan me to compensate or smthing den i work for them lo.. sux man.. okay.. since so many days nv write le. den i shall write longer. yup.. ysterday went to orchard there with my parents.. cos my dad ish going to hong kong with my realtive. den my nv go. go with them no fun... haha.. especially my that small little cousin.. so troublesome.. shhhhhh... that;s y lo. den ysterday he went there to but a wind breaker. cos hong kong not that cold.. after that. went to far east to buy my stuff. bought one skirt and two slevess top. hahahah. den saw yuping in the shop too. with debbie. lol. so qiao..... den tml i wil continue my job hunting again lo..

graDuatIon tea ;p

2004-11-25T01:52:00.000-08:00

many days nv update my blog le.. the reason is cos i too tired to type... okay. during the past few days. i didn;t realli do much lo. erm. let me think arhz.. wed.. went to my sch graduation tea.. overall is ok.. but den the funniest thing is no pple cry lo.. haha. bu shi ren.. okay. they had some games lo. den divid into two different groups.. one is the champion the other is the winner.. den at 9 pm to 10pm.. they hv disco night lo. like clubbing like tt. okay. den me don noe hw to dance la.. haha.. after that. go downstairs to take pix lo. den smthing errie happen le.. but is onli one pix la. the rest is nth.. so errie lo.. that pix.. den the next day go c shutter lo. somemore it is regarding abt pixs de. so scary.. okay.. later wil put the link of the pix here.. wa LAo.. den the sound effect so so so good lo. even the car crash oso so loud. plus it is onli the starting onli.. this show real scary. can get heart attack.. haha. even the guys behind me oso scream.. wahaha. ok.. den today.. actually go orchard with wl and her sis de. but den in the end she cannot mah. den i go with foong ling.. actually wan to take down hair extension de. but den change my mind. den onli cut my frindge.. wahah. den saw li tre.. with a gal. at first thought they are couple de. cos they like very close to each other. den his eyes on her onli mah. nv look anywhere that kind. plus we walk pass him a couple of times. he oso nv say halo. so we thought he didn't wan us to disturb him lo.. finally. he saw us and say yo what's up. wa.. that time i was like. indeed he is a changed person lo. haha. eng damn slang.. hv that accent. last time c him smal smal de.. now so kool.. haha. den her friend and him very fashionable.. later . me den found out that she study fashion design de. wa... no wonder.. hv a good sense of fashion.. so envy.. not jealous hor.. okay.. den went home after that. wa lao.. den suddenly kai yun called and say tml go k box for gathering.. diaoz... so fast ar.. ok. den take quite a long time to settle lo. cos i think silong make a mistake as in is meet next week de. not tml.. blur king... after that wl and her dar so bad.. play a prank on me lo. haha. but me nt petty de.. hehe. okay. tired le. orh orh now. okay. the link of the pix below..http://photos.friendster.com/photos/85/14/2754158/7820451932402l.jpg

soBBBbbb...

2004-11-19T01:50:00.000-08:00

yoz... now is 11.14pm.. haiz.. not a good day i hv to say.. haha... freaky fri... woke up at 9+ plus today.. den go to work from 12 to 2.. after tat i meet sharon 2.30 at je.. but was late. actaully wanted to get back my money from my kor de. but he say he was ill or smthing lo.. don noe him.. den go to je de k box to sing. lalalala. sing like siaoz... lol.. sing energy, s.h.e, elva, tatayoung, ashlee simpson.. many more.. den found out that one of the eg mtv very very nice. wan to dl it. but haiz. cannot le.. no more dls for me. no more com for me. haiz...den the eg mv rit. kunda so cute!!! love him. haiz. back to my com..ysterday my hand itchy lo. very sian u noe. den i go and c wl's blog.. hers is so nice man. got music too. den i found out tt i can put songs into my blog too using that website.. my dad put many security stuffs lo.. ahden. when i go dl that song.. i nid to permit it. but they said that it was a little risky. but i thought tt it wil be alright lo.. but.............. wh0ooOoO noes lo.. suddenly so many junks come in.. haiz. not onli tt. my dad bao bei software oso cannot open. haiz.. i m so useless. everytime like tt de. plus.. me everytime spoil his things. u noe it ish so damn impt to him ma.. can cause him lose a lot of money.. haiz..... everytime cal that melvin come to our hse oso so pai seh. not that first time liaoz... so many times le. countless. but less than 10 times la. shit man. pple dl oso nth happen... so.. now i using my sis com to type my blog msg de.. sadzzz. i m addicted to my com le.. but i hv got nth to do. he said that that time was the last warning lo. den now he wanted to lock the com of smthing. den i share with my sis. but do ya think it is possible? NOOOOO! that;s hers man. plus our relation so 'GOOD' horz.. now oso don noe how le. ok.. back to today;s spore idol...ya. as what i said jus now. i rush back home on time to watch spore idol lo.. den of cos taufik was in. den after commercial den noe the other contestant who can enter too. to my shock it is sly lo. i was like. wow. that i jump up.. haiz. i don wanna olinda go lo. although i like sly like hell. but i don think he hv got the potential to be the world idol.. i think olinda is much better than sly. haiz.. i now feel so sad for olinda. luckily i didn't vote for sly.. or else i wil be more guilty.. i think it is cos sly fans base is much larger than olinda's one..u noe. sly could go in ish like cos of his good looks. i hv to admit that. his singing ish nice too. but. i jus don wanna be bias lo.. as in everyone , the whole world noes that he don;t quality to be the world idol. but who noes. his fans like can spend so much on him.. i think. if my overseas friend or whoever ask me who ish our nation's idol. and i say sly. their reaction wil be like.. huh. u mean he is the best in spore.. i guess .. this wil be that answer lo. two weeks later.. even if sly win. i wan him to win because he is really that talented. and not because of his good looking.. u noe... yaya. somemore. jus now when i go home. my mum say a guy cal me lo. den say what pri sch friend. wa lao. the way she say is like i cannot make guy friends or my guy friends cannot cal me like tt lo.. diaoz... last time til now oso like tt de. as if all who cal my hse is my bf like tt... sweat... yuan lai. ish si long la. my old old pri sch classmate lo. den i went out with sharon mah. so he cal kai yun to contact me. wa. shock wor. how come he noe my number. i ask ky. den she say ish like last time last day of sch den everyone write our hse number lo.. okay.. den she told me what tml meet at 11am.. diaoz.. so fast. so last min oso.. den i say anything lo. if sharon go den i go lo. den after saying for so long stil no conclusion.. den ky say silong wil contact as again. i suppose ish nv meet le ba. cos so less gals. fancy and foong ling oso busy with work. don say le. so angry now. my commmmm... plus tired..signing off..

opps... delete my previous blog..

2004-11-18T12:17:00.000-08:00

today, stayed at home. therefore intend to update my blog into a nicer one. but.. i had difficulties in making some changes. so i create another one again.. now so empty.. i m not content with with the background lo. as this ish not made by me. sob sob.. feel like going out today cos ysterday nv go out.. okay. i wil stop here now. maybe at night den continue to write...signing off12.17pm

seconD poSt of e daY!!

2004-11-18T01:48:00.000-08:00

afternoon:today.. as usual, stayed at home. den yt told me that i tml work for 2 hrs.. wahaha. so less wor. den i cal fina to ask whether i can work longer hours. den she say that she wil see her schedule. whether can a not. den tml den gif me an answer. actually wanted to go out to c 'shutter' wif sharon. but she no money. plus if go i nid to lend her money. i broke le la.. and me oso don wanna go jp. so far... den at night got singapore idol. nid to rush back to c sly...night:after watchin spore idol, i feel that sly ish in danger... i think he was like kind of prepared that he gonna be eliminated. he said that he wore that shirt cos he wanted to show his fans that same old pose. (shld be if i nv hear wrongly) haiz.. i hv to agree that his performance today isn;t that good. he seem to lose his confident.. u noe what.. i seem to like him even more , day by day. he melt my heart. he ish so cute u noe. even if he is an ah beng, he is oso the cutest one. but, to me he is not. maybe is beacuse the image or his attitude that let pple hv this kind of feeling. his is jus so charming.. OMG!! actullay he is my third lao gong de lah. but, hehe.. now i promote him to my second lao gong. first ish TORO, guO weI yu ... hehe . second hish slY! third ish ben ben.. hehe. all ish cute and shuai ge de wor.. don play play. slY sly sly sly... u rox the world .. even if u are being eliminated tml. i wil stil support u.. remember, they stil got LZE'FIER.. i wil continue to support them worz..but den. xavier ish so good wor. he say can help me vote for sly. but den i told him it;s ok. as i think sly oso got many supporters. i was like so sad lo. i felt that the judges insult him.. he ish no ah beng lo... now, moi heart ish so shattered. don noe later can sleep a not. well, i guess, he oso cannto sleep le. tonight..http://photos.friendster.com/photos/51/60/3390615/7679624250809l.jpg